Things with the boyfriend are all up and down at the moment. He keeps complaining how tired he gets, but then won't go to sleep and then gets grumpy...but only towards the boy and I. I've asked him what's wrong and if we're okay and he just gets snappy and tells me that everything is okay.
We're supposed to be spending the evening tomorrow..or tonight but I'm not sure if I want to. Not just because of his grumpy slump at the moment, but because every "special" day we have together, (anniversaries, christmas.) he manages to ruin it by having a go/ snapping/ starting an argument/ making me cry. I'm just really worried that we may go into the New Year with us in a mood with each other.
Other than that everything else is on the up. My family are all well again, which is a plus. The boy is getting much better at sitting up with support but still prefers to stand, which is such a great thing to see him do. It's truly amazing how much he's grown already, I really can't wait. It's so exciting.
The christmas break is nearly over and I'm nearly back in school. YAY! It should be fun, I just hope that the children and too hyperactive, they were bad enough before.
T.C. Sunshine and Moonlight xx
